Re: chill dude!

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Posted by Nick on August 14, 2001 at 00:36:53:

In reply to: chill dude! posted by Darlahood on August 13, 2001 at 23:54:15:

Thanks far that Darla.

School is definately not what has me funked out. I am nervous, of
course, but it's not a major blip on my radar.

I think I feel like i don't apply myself enough. That has always been
a problem for me. It shows up without fail in anything that i do-
school, instrument lessons, and now even henna. I could have all the
business in the world, but i don't get it because i don't actively
seek it out. See, i even know what my problem is! But now what do i
do about it?

I could be more active, but that's hard to do living here in the
middle of nowhere, not being able to drive, basically depending on
other people for everything. And it especially sucks when you feel
like you are half the age you should be. I know you're just gonna say
something like 'be patient, it'll come' but that just doesn't work.
It's easier said than done.

I'm also worried about the quality of my work. I love what i do on
myself, but my work on others often frankly sucks. I absolutely
cannot henna in a busy environment, and i cannot henna anything that
isn't a full hand without it looking like shit to my standards. It
starts to suck when people are thrilled with anything you draw on
them.
Well i could go on and on about what else is wrong with my life, but
i don't think i'll bore you...
~Nick

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Let's henna again sometime! Rupal 12:50:15 8/14/2001 (1)
- Also, on getting "hennaed out" Rupal 13:22:31 8/14/2001 (0)

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: Thanks far that Darla. : : School is definately not what has me funked out. I am nervous, of : course, but it's not a major blip on my radar. : : I think I feel like i don't apply myself enough. That has always been : a problem for me. It shows up without fail in anything that i do- : school, instrument lessons, and now even henna. I could have all the : business in the world, but i don't get it because i don't actively : seek it out. See, i even know what my problem is! But now what do i : do about it? : : I could be more active, but that's hard to do living here in the : middle of nowhere, not being able to drive, basically depending on : other people for everything. And it especially sucks when you feel : like you are half the age you should be. I know you're just gonna say : something like 'be patient, it'll come' but that just doesn't work. : It's easier said than done. : : I'm also worried about the quality of my work. I love what i do on : myself, but my work on others often frankly sucks. I absolutely : cannot henna in a busy environment, and i cannot henna anything that : isn't a full hand without it looking like shit to my standards. It : starts to suck when people are thrilled with anything you draw on : them. : Well i could go on and on about what else is wrong with my life, but : i don't think i'll bore you... : ~Nick
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